I have that same feeling you have - I'm on a path to something great. There is something out there for me that I just haven't fucking found yet, but it's coming.
THIS IS NOT A HOPELESS BLOG. THIS IS NOT ANGRY, DESPITE THE CAPITAL LETTERS. THIS IS A DISCLAIMER. A BETTER WRITER WOULD HAVE PUT THIS AT THE BEGINNING. A BETTER WRITER WOULDN'T HAVE A MERE 10 BLOGS IN THE LAST FEW YEARS.
I have such support around me and the confidence that I'm great at anything I try and zero excuses as to why I'm not doing more. I'm self-destructive and, at times, self-sabotaging.
I have the tools and the toolbox and the tool shed and the tool belt and I'm being such a goddamn tool.
I have been given opportunities that so many people haven't been given and I've earned them after. I'm not saying everything came easy but I'm not saying anything didn't.
Some. Absolutely. Did.
So here we go, the minute I get free time I fill it right back up. I can't stay still and I cannot slow down because I will lose the momentum that took me 30 years to build up.
Something will happen and something will come of this. I have no doubt.
Look forward to an 11th entry in a few months.
